I have no words
Mar. 13th, 2014 10:24 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I'm really disappointed and angry right now. That promotion; I didn't get it. Though of the applicants, I was probably the best choice, it was given to someone else. I was taken into the Superintendent's office and he explained it to me.
It all boils down to one thing.
I'm Okinawan. I'm Okinawan and the other applicants were Tokyo born.
He told me that no one would take me seriously because of that one thing.
It doesn't matter that I have JSDF service and a great arrest record. It doesn't matter that I do my job well and that I can lead a team. Because of my island roots, no one will respect me or listen to me if I were promoted at this time. Maybe next time, after I've proved myself more.
So that's how it is. I have to prove myself? Fine with me. I'll show that closed minded idiot what an islander can do. Next time, I won't get passed over.
It all boils down to one thing.
I'm Okinawan. I'm Okinawan and the other applicants were Tokyo born.
He told me that no one would take me seriously because of that one thing.
It doesn't matter that I have JSDF service and a great arrest record. It doesn't matter that I do my job well and that I can lead a team. Because of my island roots, no one will respect me or listen to me if I were promoted at this time. Maybe next time, after I've proved myself more.
So that's how it is. I have to prove myself? Fine with me. I'll show that closed minded idiot what an islander can do. Next time, I won't get passed over.
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Date: 2014-03-13 05:36 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-03-13 10:00 pm (UTC)As much as I hate it and it makes me really angry, I do understand where he's coming from. The only way I'm going to be able to be respected enough to be in a higher position of leadership is by proving that I'm the same as them, if not better. Definitely better.
That being said, it still doesn't mean I don't want to go and punch something really really hard
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Date: 2014-03-13 10:18 pm (UTC)I suppose you know what you're doing... But it would be your right to press charges. You know... I love my home, I love this country, but sometimes I really hate it.
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Date: 2014-03-13 10:26 pm (UTC)I think I'll just go to a gym or something and attack a bag for a while. Least until I'm calm enough not to feel the desire to kick a certain Superintendent in the face.
It can be a challenge, but you know me. I never back down from one. And neither should you.
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Date: 2014-03-13 10:34 pm (UTC)Way to aim, Eishirou, way to aim. And I'm not. Giving up.
But then again, once you get where you aim, you'll be sure better than anyone else. I still hate that it has happened to you though.
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Date: 2014-03-13 10:28 pm (UTC)Do what you think is right. I'll be behind you, watching your back.
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Date: 2014-03-14 12:05 am (UTC)and not just for the textno subject
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Date: 2014-03-14 12:18 am (UTC)It's more so because this is normal. This is why I was an activist when I was younger.
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Date: 2014-03-14 12:28 am (UTC)Yeah I now. The amount of prejudice in this country is sickening. I mean so what if you're Okinawan? You're still Japanese. You're also probably better than most of the force (Sanada excluded because bias~) combined and deserve the promotion!
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Date: 2014-03-14 12:43 am (UTC)And you're almost right. I am better than most of the force, but Sanada and I are on equal footing, though I think I'm two arrests ahead of him right now. But we all know it's not marret. It's obviously who's more acceptable to the little mainland sheep.
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Date: 2014-03-14 01:44 pm (UTC)[ooc: There might be an upsurge in positive Okinawan presence in dramas, CMs and documentaries in the next few months. Not saying who would do such a thing, of course.]
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Date: 2014-03-14 10:06 pm (UTC)I'm sure if your name was not Atobe, you would get it as well, for being Half[ooc; awwwww. Atobe is love<3]
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Date: 2014-03-15 12:06 am (UTC)Half? I am not Half. My grandmother is Half. I am Japanese.[ooc: Oo, hit a sore spot, I guess! Who knew!]
[ooc2: And no offense meant to the delightful people of Osaka...but you are represented as being a trifle nutty in the media! ;)]
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Date: 2014-03-15 12:33 am (UTC)Pardon me. I apologize.no subject
Date: 2014-03-16 04:32 am (UTC)[ooc: Oo, when he says "rather disappointed," I feel that will be inspiring him to work to fix that...it will take a while though, he feels long lasting and true change needs to be subtle so people think it is their own idea.]
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Date: 2014-03-16 03:49 pm (UTC)[ooc: the movement is something that occurs regularly down on the Islands. The okinawans want autonomy from Japan. To be their own country. Because the Mainland never seems to have Okinawa's best interests in mind.]
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Date: 2014-03-17 12:57 am (UTC)[ooc: Yes, I imagine that the people of Puerto Rico could completely sympathize!]